I'm Finished With This.....

Our agency called today with their lastest group of special needs referrals. Our Sophie was not on this list. This is it for me for awhile. I am tired. I put away as much of Sophie's things as I could this afternoon. I will need to ask Hannah if she wants to take down the crib. The best case scenario is that we will be matched with Sophie in December or January, worst case next March. I have not lost hope, I know that eventually our little girl will come home to us. I just can't have baby things around my house for another year.