Things are pretty quiet in adoption land. No rumors, maybe March is in the review room, maybe it’s out of the review room. Gaaaw!!, wasn’t someone with a March LID questioned back in November! I thought we would be out of review by now.

Our agency is now waiting for its next list of special needs children. Maybe Sophie will be on this list…. then again maybe not. We are trying not to get our hopes up here at the TBG house. October was pretty hard on Hannah and me. click here The guys in our house seem better able to keep things in perspective. You know the one “it will happen when it’s suppose to happen.” So I try not to get my hopes up (although I secretly am). Hannah crying last time almost killed me. As hard as the wait is for me, seeing our Hans cry because her little sister doesn't seem to be coming home any time soon, is just too much. So I try to keep hope to myself, I try to downplay the possibility that Sophie will be on the next WC list. I try not to squash Hannah’s hope that March will be the month she sees her baby sisters face…because if we don’t have hope what do we have???